When some people grow up how come their face looks different?

So i just met my old friend. guess what ..they didnt recognize me ;(  i wonder how much i’ve changed now. I think i still look the same .


They keep saying that i look different and ask me if i ever make a plastic surgery- lol i have no money okay.i’m broken af since birth .

Well there are lots of reasons why we look different as we grown up. Firstly your bones are continually growing when you are a child until you are a young adult, and bones may change their shape slightly so that can cause someone to look different.

when we are younger, we aren’t done growing or developing yet. As well as getting larger and changing shape as we grow older, our faces also go through a lot of changes at puberty (around our early teenage years).

The influx of hormones to our bodies changes the structure of our face (the bone shape and size) and it affects the soft tissue too (the muscles, skin, fat, hair, etc). This is a point in time when people see big differences as we begin to look more ‘manly’ or ‘womanly’ instead of like children – so even though everyone looks different as kids, we look even more different as adults!


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As an introvert I admit that I have my struggles with social activities.Most people think that im a weirdo because i dont like going to parties or clubs. This can be problematic because many doors stay closed when you don’t “fit in”. It’s an extrovert’s world.


I don’t really care to chat to people in person, but I will if I ”test it out” and see their personality for myself. I’ve been introverted since I was a young teen  and did horrible in school because I kept getting easily distracted by every little movement and sound.

I can only socialize for 5 minutes, mostly with my mother, because she talks and talks and talks, and mostly about things I find boring or just gossips about yawnful stuff. I do prefer a 1 on 1 chat in person with someone, no group chats. I’m also very very shy, have social anxiety, low self esteem, and almost no confidence…you can only imagine the fun fun with all that crap lol


I know that i am not the only one feel this way.I know that alot of people actually can totally relate to this. Even my oshi,, On episode of Mujack featuring Yamamoto Sayaka and Takahashi Minami, Miyawaki Sakura relates her lonely existence.(its sad to know that she is actually/secretly a loner too :'((   )

On that Episode, Takamina, Sayanee, and Sakura are starting to eat, when Takamina asks,

“Who do you normally eat with?”

Sakura replies, “I’m always alone.”  It’s then that Sakura tells them the fact that she goes almost everywhere by herself.  Almost immediately after, Sayanee simply asks, “Do you have any friends?”

It’s then Sakura reveals: “I have no friends.”


Takamina lightens the mood by scolding Sayanee, and it’s then Sakura presents some of her reasons for friendlessness.

“It’s easier being by myself.”  Sakura also started HKT48 when she was in middle, so she apparently also has no former friends from high school, and none in her hometown of Kagoshima.


Osakan’s are known for their friendliness, so it’s no surprise when Sayanee says, “We’re friends from today!”



Sakura is such a strong and mature,i can’t stop looking her as a role model. ^^

Moving to a new city for work without knowing anyone from the region may seem scary,but sooner or later you can find those friends in your workplace that’ll make you feel welcomed..


Without knowing why Sometimes out of nowhere thoughts like those just appear lately.


I have nothing to be jealous of others.No i’m not lonely at all.I’m in the middle of replacing my phone battery that Overflowing with  messages

But my heart is about to get dried up


The more time passes, my attitude gets more indifferent.I’m Sick of meeting people and talking to them..



maybe i’m just overthinking.People say When you feeling lonely, it is because something has triggered a memory of that feeling, not because you’re in fact, isolated and alone.


Maybe they re right .. or maybe i am  truely a loner !! 😮 😮

well..i’ll stop now lol

btw this blog is dedicated for the most lovable girl ~~> Miyawaki Sakura (宮脇咲良). Sakura さくら . I like everything about her.Her smile,her laugh ,the way she talk,her weird running style,


i just love everything about her~!! I hope she will achieve her dream since she’ve work really hard .”hard work won’t betray you” All the best Sakuratan~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!